I know I have not posted anything
new in a while – and now when I do it’s because I am facing a dilemma. Please
feel free to comment below and let me know if this conversation sounds too
selfish or lame or mean or whatever… basically if I should go ahead with it or
not.
A: Hey man.. I feel empowered today!
B: Haha okayy.. So uh what did u do?
A: I decided to remove someone from my life!
B: Who? That loser u dated?
A: No that was one date..
B: Uh then who?
A: This is an old friend... I guess it was a long time
coming.. Things always felt one sided and I had started to feel like I was
being used... I mean I didn't expect her to come running jumping to help me all
the time like I would.. Just wanted the courtesy from her to hear me out at
least.. and at least apologize and promise a rain check if it doesn't happen
at the time I wanted.. But it felt like she didn't care at all...
B: Maybe the friend was busy?
A: No this went beyond that.. You can be busy once or twice
but being perpetually busy for a couple of years is too much.. What do you
think?
B: Yeah I guess..
A: I always felt like I was just being kept around to be
taken advantage of..
B: I guess a lot of people do that?
A: But it's not right! Look at it from the point of view of
the person being used.. It's ok of it's a two way street.. But when it's one
sided it's got to go! Don't you agree?
B: Yeah I see your point..
A: Well the truth is old friend I lied..
B: Lied about what?
A: Lied to you that it's an old friend.. It's actually you..
B: *silence*
A: I didn't know how else to convey how I felt because you
never listen to me unless I have gossip..
B: But that's not true!
A: Isn't it?
B: Ok I'm not a heart to heart person..
A: I'm sorry but that's what I need right now.. Someone who
can be there for me the same way I’m always there for you..
B: I didn't mean to hurt you..
A: It's alright.. I know that, But it's been real man.. Good
bye.
Does it sound too "ambushy"? Maybe I should just let it slide... :(
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